Thank you so much for the session working over twice as long as you usually do! Before 1 am I be prepared, I asked my guide to support the session, then aligned my chakras and started a meditation of light. I usually fell in sleep around 2 am, but the night was different. I was very conscious and could not sleep until 5 am. Because of that, I consciously received your beautiful energies. After the session, I felt my heart was open. While I was teaching students after the session, they were also healed from me. Thank you.
I have many traumas, which are: When I was a child, I was abused and tried to commit suicide to escape from the violence. I also suffered a psychosomatic disorder and bullying for poverty. Three of my brothers died, etc. I may have some other unconscious problems with my heart to express love as I still can not reach my core essence and stay centered.
I think I have created the above problems myself. I am hoping to release karma and let go of struggling, but no success. Probably because I think from head and not from heart.
I suffer an inferiority complex, so have been healing myself. However, I thought I should have another person to support/heal me, so I asked you for the session.
I wish to have a next session, but not sure which one works for me. I would like to have your advice. Thank you.
Love and gratefulness,